Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;
Many times, we try to understand or explain why God allow certain things to happen to us in our lives. Then I have to bring myself back to that Proverb. There is no way I am going to make it without his help. I do not have to understand because regardless of the question he always has the answer. I know that there is God and that He is in total control but my human nature still asks why. No matter what, I am going to love God and I am going to need him. Therefore, I lean on him, his understanding of me, and what I need in my.
Mines are not to question why, but to obey and live.